do you ever have a plan for the day and suddenly it’s 4pm and you’ve achieved literally nothing
We never dated but whenever someone asks me who my first heartbreak was, I almost taste your forbidden name again on my lips, but I stop myself before the old habits involving you come back, and I just end up walking away without a single word said. Because how can someone you’ve never dated break you heart, right?
you didn’t love her.
you just didn’t want to be alone.
or maybe, she was just good for your ego.
or, or maybe she just made you feel better about your miserable life.
but you didn’t love her,
because you don’t destroy people you love.